Why do I feel like I'm getting nowhere? I hate to wear my heart on my sleeve, but right now I am so frustrated. I am mentally drained and I feel like I'm losing my mind.
Right not I'm just confused about life. What is God using me for? Where will my husband and I be in a few years? The same place? The same situations? If that's the plan, I think I'll pull my hair out. I know things can't go my way 24/7 but can't one thing fall into place?
Sometimes I feel like God doesn't hear my cries. I want my family to know Him the way I do. On MY time. But God doesn't work on MY time. He does what He wants, when He wants. He has a purpose and destiny for each and every one of us. Did you know that?
I want to hold my child. But I have not conceived. There I go again with my wants.
God, can't you give me a car that is reliable? It doesn't even have to be shiny. It can be a beater. Why can't my husband and I save up? Our families think we blow all our money on vanity, but that's not even the case. If only they knew.
Here I go complaining again.
God help me...please
Right not I'm just confused about life. What is God using me for? Where will my husband and I be in a few years? The same place? The same situations? If that's the plan, I think I'll pull my hair out. I know things can't go my way 24/7 but can't one thing fall into place?
Sometimes I feel like God doesn't hear my cries. I want my family to know Him the way I do. On MY time. But God doesn't work on MY time. He does what He wants, when He wants. He has a purpose and destiny for each and every one of us. Did you know that?
I want to hold my child. But I have not conceived. There I go again with my wants.
God, can't you give me a car that is reliable? It doesn't even have to be shiny. It can be a beater. Why can't my husband and I save up? Our families think we blow all our money on vanity, but that's not even the case. If only they knew.
Here I go complaining again.
God help me...please
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